always_fallin

always_fallin @ 2004-09-26T18:04:00

2004-09-26T22:04:48Z

ATTENTION! =)

I got a new journal my lovelyyyss! =)

It's.. x_remember

<33 -- Add me! And I'll add yOu!

xOx :: JoR!

My weekk..

2004-09-22T22:04:45Z

The rest of my weekk ::

{-} Dance in about 30 minutes..

{-} Tomorrow. School - Freshy & J.V football games. Home. ** Go Cousino! =) **

{-} Friday. School. Home? Maybe Kristas?

{-} Saturday. Hopefully Natalias for the night. But I don't know about that one yet.

-- Hopefully one day in there, I can sqeeze in something else. But I don't know if I'm ready for that yett.. we'll see.

Britt..you know what I'm talking about. =\

<3 Comment please. =)

Let me knoww..

2004-09-15T00:57:54Z

Tell me what you think.. this is one of the crazy hair experiments I decided to do, since me & Dustin broke up.. I tend to do it everytime I lose a boyfriend..

Lemme know what you thinnk pleease..

Poem // Song..

2004-09-09T15:11:43Z

To The One We Love

By: Kurtis Diaz

To wake up every morning and find some love

Early morning hugs we need more than a drug

This tragedy is the worst that I've ever seen

Wish we could wake up to realize it's all a dream

All the good times and memories we have to cherish

Why was it time for our good friend to perish

All the family and peers that are left behind

It's like a nonstop storm from all the tears we cry

We just can't believe it, and wonder why

When we look up in the clouds to see your life in the sky.

In the river of pain

When we shout out his name

It's time to think not time to talk

When we realize

The one we loves' gone like a thought

The rain will pour and thunder will stride

Childhood memories of him riding his bike

We gotta get through but eyes can't stay dry

From the time we met to our last goodbye

Don't hold it back just let it go

Till the day we meet again we'll never know

And to his mom and dad who are really sad

A lot to be proud of, such a great son you had

To all the little fights and arguments fought

We realize that the one we loves' gone like a thought

The pain we feel is like no other

We got dealt a raw hand so now we suffer

We will miss and we will cry

Just take it slow and we'll try to get by

Why is it so we had to let him go

This whole thing to me is like one big show

It was his day that life had planned

When he past away, and god held his hand.

Kurtis wrote that for Joe. I thought it was an awesome song/poem. I cried real hard when I read it and every other time I've read it as well. </3

R.I.P Joseph Schulte. I Love You So Much.

We Miss You Dearly. And You'll never be forgotten, ever.

I LOVE YOU JOEEY.

2004-09-08T10:07:01Z

Joe. I Love You So Much and I miss you already. </3

I still can't believe this happend, it doesn't seem like a reality, but it is. And it's horriable, one of the hardest things I've ever gone through in my life. Joe was almost like a brother to me. We weren't as close as we used to be recently, but he was still my friend. He was a great person, he knew how to make everyone smile, and he talked to everybody even if he didn't know them. He just knew how to make someone better. I just don't understand, why? Why Joe. Why someone who had his whole life ahead of him, someone who had everything going for him. He was only 17 years old. It's wrong, It's not fair, and I just don't understand.

=(
R.I.P Joseph Ray Schulte
9-25-04 - 97-04
I'll Always Remember You..

Thursday // 6:00 - 9:00
Friday // 1:00 - 9:00
Saturday is the actual funeral // not sure what time.

always_fallin @ 2004-08-27T15:47:00

2004-08-27T19:49:30Z

UtopianDreamChic: yeah she gave him head
UtopianDreamChic: and she sux at it and he didnt cum'

161: yes he told me last night she gave him head

haha.. even moore!!! =D lmfaoo.

always_fallin @ 2004-08-24T12:44:00

2004-08-24T16:45:33Z

Okay so you know how I wrote to Operah or whatever. Well while I was at the zoo yesterday, someone from the show called! =D They said they liked what I wrote and asked me to e-mail them some pictures of me. So I got ready and put my Hilarys Best Friend shirt on and took some pics, which I'll post later. And I sent them. So an hour or so later, she calls back again, said they loved my pictures and wanted me to make a video of myself, telling them: Why I am her biggest fan, What I'd do if I met her, Why I should win. And then introduce myself and tell a little about me. So, we got a video camera and all night I was thinking about things to say, and I came home from Britts today, made myself hott and wrote what I am going to say. In a little while I am going to tape it. And then I have to overnight it to Chicago and they are going to watch it and keep it on file for when they pick the winner =) I'm so excited! It would be awesome if I won. But just knowing that they liked me, and actually called me out of how ever many girls tried out or whatever, which was prolly liek thousands and they picked ME, thats just awesome right there! =D Ahh gosh I'm so anxious to see how things turn out! =D Well. Here is what I am going to say on the video I wrote it for the past liek 1 hr and a half ::

Hi, my name is Jordan Campagna, I am 14 years old. I live in Warren, Michigan and I am a sophmore at Cousino High School.

I started liking Hilary Duff a while back, when I first started watching her show, Lizzie McGuire, I really began to learn things about her and become interested in her singing and acting a little over a year ago. I went to her concert in July, it was awesome, she looked amazing and her performance was great! I have seen all of her movies and I have her CD, which I listen to constantly! The songs she sings relate to the things that I go through perfectly, as well as many other teen age girls. Whenever I am sad, angry or nervous, I just have to listen to her CD and it makes me feel better. I just got my driving permit and whenever I go driving, I bring my Hilary Duff CD and listen to it the whole time, so I’m not nervous anymore.

Many people my age have role models that they look up too, and want to be like, Hilary is mine. She seems to have great morals and she does what she does because she wants too, not because she should. She doesn’t care what other people think about her, and doesn’t change herself or her image because of what people say. I hear and read so many different things about her, I don’t know what is true and whats not. That’s why I’d love to meet her, so I can find out for myself, and find out if my perception of her is correct. Whenever I know she is going to be on T.V I am sure to watch it and if I am just flipping through the channels and I happen to see her, I get all excited and watch whatever it was. I love seeing her on T.V and hearing about new things she’s done.

If I got to meet Hilary I would give her a hug, and I’d defintley want a picture of her and I to have in my room, and to show friends and family. Everyone has dreams and things they really want in life, and to meet her is mine. I would love to say that my dream came true and I got what I wanted because not many people do and especially not young girls like me.

Let me know what you think - & tell me if you see everything that they said I should include.

<33
http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v356/Jor_Whore/hilarypicture2.jpg

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v356/Jor_Whore/hilarypicture.jpg

always_fallin @ 2004-08-22T21:08:00

2004-08-23T01:10:49Z

1. Am I cute?
2. Am I crazy?
3. Am I lovable?
4. Am I funny?
5. Am I annoying?
6. Am I psycho?
7. Am I daring?
8. Am I a good person?
---
Would You...
1. Hug Me?
2. Miss me if I was gone?
3. Listen to my problems?
4. Hug me if I cried?
5. Be a good friend?
6. Get in a fight for me?
---
1. Would you Ever go out with me?
2. If you already have, would you do it again?
3. Kiss me?
4. Marry me if you could?
5. Ever talk bad about me if we ever broke up?
6. Snuggle with me?
---
If You Could...
1. Give me a new name, it would be?
2. Do one thing with me, it would be?
3. Drop me a piece of advice, it would be?
4. Kidnap me for a day, where would we go?
---
1. What do you love about me?
2. What do you hate about me (seriously)?
3. What is my best quality?
4. If you could change one thing about me, what would it be?
5. What is your honest opinion about me?
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1. what song (if any) reminds you of me?
2. Do I remind you of any characters on TV?
3. Have you ever had a dream about me?
5. If you just met me how old would you guess I am?
6. Am I huggable?
8. If you could promise me anything.. what would it be?
---
1. Am I ugly, average, decent, good looking, beautiful, hot, etc?
2. Do you ever think about me offline?
3. If you could describe me in one word... what would that word be?
4. Do you/have you ever had a crush on me?
5. When we first met, what were your thoughts?
6. If you had to describe to someone who I am what would you tell them?

Fill This Out! =)

2004-08-23T01:05:11Z

always_fallin @ 2004-08-20T23:46:00

2004-08-21T03:49:10Z

I have loved Hilary Duff for probably a year now. I have her CD and I have memorized the entire thing, I love it! I listen to it every time I am in the shower, in the car, or just around the house. I love all of the movies she is in so far, and I've seen all of them that are out. Including, "Casper Meets Wendy." I went to her concert a month ago, at the Palace, it was amazing! She looked awesome, and her performance was great. Everytime that I am upset or angry, all I have to do is pop in her CD and listen to it for a few minutes and it makes me feel so much better, plus, the things she sings about can relate so much to me! I can't wait until her new album comes on on September 28, I'm sure it will be even better then her last. She is a great role model to younger kids, and even kids my age. Hilary doesn't care about what people think and doesn't stick to one style all the time, thats what I love most about her. I have wanted to meet her for so long.. ever since Lizzie McGuire came out I thought she was so cute. She seems to have a great personality and I'd love to find out for myself.

I wrote to Oprah. Because I want to win the thing to go on her show and meet Hilary Duff. And thanks to my wonderful cousin Savanna, I got the chance to fill out the form and hopefully since everyone knows how much me and Hilary love each other, they will pick, ME! =D

Doctor ! =D

2004-08-19T02:20:33Z

* .. Just a little update on myself..for those of you who care! =) Lol. <33

.. * I went to the dermo. Good News! =D She's letting me go on Accutane. I'm so happy. Oh my god! She was soo nice about it too, and she understood everything I said, and ah! She was awesome. But, I couldn't go on it right away, because I guess you have to get blood work before you can go on it. So we scheduled an appt. for 3 weeks. And tomorrow morning I am going to the doctor at like 8:30 to get bloodwork. I can't eat for 12 hours though, you have to fast before you get the bloodwork done. =( It suucks! Lol. But anyways.. I guess this is pretty good. My moms friend talked to some lady at work, and she told her that 2 years ago she went on Accutane and it was amazing! And after only 2 months her face was completely clear, but now it is starting to come back I guess? So she is going right back on it to keep it gone. And she said after it all went away, her whole life was changed, and I guess she was soo much happier. God, I can just imagine how much better I will feel about myself, and I will be 10x happier! =) Ah. I hope this stuff works- I will be so happy, nobody even understands. =D

<33 Aww - I was telling Laura about everything from the appt. when I was at her house last night, and as we were talking about it, she was getting all teary eyed, and so was I. She said she's soo happy for me and soo excited for me. Aww - Thanks Laura, I Love You !! =) She is like, the only one who understands, because none of my other friends really have acne or anything, but she does. I can't wait. - Everyone cross your fingers and wish me luck! =)

Well - Comment, or I am going to start deleting people!

xO - JoR.

Three Songs.

2004-08-12T03:47:07Z

Three Songs ... One reminds me of a special someone. =( The other one, I just love it. It's a new one from Hilary Duff. =D And this last one.. it reminds me of that same special someone too.

Ashlee Simpson // Undiscovered

Take it back, take it all back now
The things i gave, like the taste of my kiss on your lips,
I miss that now
I can't try any harder than i do
All the reasons i gave, excuses i made for you
Are broken in two

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
Yeah I need you

Don't walk away

Touch me now how i wanna feel
Something so real, please remind me
My love, and take me back
Cuz im so in love with what we were
Im not breathing im suffocating without you
Do u feel it to

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you

When im in the dark and all alone

Dreaming that you'll walk right through my door,
Its then i know my heart is whole
Theres a million reasons why i cry
Hold my covers tight and close my eyes
Cuz i dont wana be alone

All the things left undiscovered
Leave me waiting and left to wonder
I need you
All the things left undiscovered
Leave me empty and left to wonder
I need you, I need you

Cuz i cant fake and I cant hate
But it's my heart
Thats about to break
You're all i need
I'm on my knees
Watch me bleed
Would you listen please
I give in
I breathe out
I want you, theres no doubt
I freak out, I'm left out
Without you, im without
I'm
I'm kicked out
I cry out
I reach out
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away
Don't walk away

Hilary Duff // Fly

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

All your worries, leave them somewhere else,
Find a dream you can follow,
Reach for something, when there's nothing left,
And the world's feeling hollow.

Can you hear it calling?
Can you feel it in your soul?
Can you trust this longing?
And take control,
Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away

You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

And we're you're down and feel alone,
And want to run away,
Trust yourself and don't give up,
You know you better than anyone else,

Any moment, everything can change,
Feel the wind on your shoulder,
For a minute, all the world can wait,
Let go of your yesterday,

Fly over up the part of you that wants to hide away
You can shine,
Forget about the reasons why you cant in life,
And start to fly,
Forget about the reasons why you can't in life,
And start to try, cause it's your time,
Time to fly.

Any moment, everything can change.

Avril Lavigne // My Happy Ending

So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh, oh...

Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something You said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead
Held up so high
On such a breakable thread

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
All of the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
Oh oh, oh oh

You've got your dumb friends

I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do

You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be

CHORUS

It's nice to know that you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done

CHORUS X 2

oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh, oh oh
oh oh, oh oh, oh...

These are 3 of my favorite songs right now. =) Download them. The first one really makes me sad thouugh.. </3

always_fallin @ 2004-08-11T23:42:00

2004-08-12T03:42:48Z

A girl and guy were speeding on a motorbike over 100 mph on the road...
Girl: Slow down, I'm scared!
Guy: No, this is fun.
Girl: No it's not. Please, its too scary!
Guy: Then tell me you love me.
Girl: Fine, I love you. Slow down!
Guy: Now give me a BIG hug.
*Girl hugs him*
Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? Its bugging me.

(In the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only one survived.
The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes were broken, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die.

You all know who I love that much. = \ </33

always_fallin @ 2004-08-10T15:23:00

2004-08-10T19:26:03Z

Do it,anonmous or leave ur name,but BE honest.
_an insult
_a secret
_a criticism
_a crush
_a compliment
_a love note
__a picture
_anything else you want.

What Would You do if...
I cried:
I said I liked you:
I kissed you:
I was hospitalized:
I ran away from home:
I got in a fight and you were there:
I got dumped:
I pissed you off:

What Do You Think Of My...
Personality:
Eyes:
Face:
Hair:
Clothes:
Voice:
Humor:
Choice of music:
Mannerisms:
Family:
Friends:
Decisions:

Would You...
Be my friend:
Tell me the truth no matter what:
Lie to make me feel better:
Spread rumors about me:
Keep a secret if I told you one:
Loan me some cash:
Hold my hand:
Take a bullet for me:
Keep in touch:
Try and solve my problems:
Love me:
Have sex with me:
Ditch Me:
Use me:
Date me:
Rape me:
Beat me up:

Heres the ScOoOp! :-p

2004-07-31T17:55:38Z

Alright. Heres the deal. I have a greatest journal now too. And that one is WaYy hotter.. lol.. Soo I am going to be updating in that one most of the time. I'll update in here .. once in a while. But not too often. Soo check out my gj too!! =) The link is in my profile 'n shiit.. and here it is agaiin::

www.greatestjournal.com/users/kissthe_rain

For now: That one will not be friends only, since not too many people have one. Some entries, that I only want *special* people reading will be friends only, but mostly.. they will be open for anyone to read ! Juust make sure you comment! =) Pleaseee!

always_fallin @ 2004-07-31T13:32:00

2004-07-31T17:32:57Z

Ahh.. This is from the concert Thursday night! =) I didn't take these, but a friend of mine did, who was in 1st row! They're awesomee pics!

I miss you so much!

2004-07-22T03:37:19Z

I just talked to Jac today. And I realized how much I miss her livinq across the street from me! We were just talkinq and I just sat at my computer cryinq. And then she told me, she was here for like 10 minutes yesterday, and she sat at her old house just cryinq. It makes me sad. I really miss beinq able to run over to her house whenever I felt like it. So, we decided that on Friday, I am qoinq to stay over there with her, and then on Saturday, and maybe Sunday she is qoinq to come stay with me! =) So we can catch up on some old thinqs. I'm qlad. And this way, she'll be able to come down and see everyone, that she hasn't seen. I can't waiit. I miss her so much! I LOVE YOU JACC!!!

Dustin was kinda bein a jerk online to me for a little bit, and on the phone, but we talked a little while later and he was fine. So, whatever. I quess he was just in a bad mood? I wanted to see him today, but I am qlad I didn't. Because, I don't want to end up beinq in the same position as before, qettinq sick of each other, or just qettinq annoied or whatever. I want us to be happy liek before. Sometimes, I feel like everythinq is qoinq in the right direction and sometimes it feels like everythinq is just qoinq down hill. Hopefully thinqs will pick up aqain.. soon! I really miss him too. The old him. Liek a month or two ago. But people chanqe, and I still love him ne wayys! =) There is nothinq I can do about itt.

Well, today I went to Britts. We had fun. She drove, very good job Britt! LoL. She was soo cute. Haha. Also, as I posted before, I missed my drive today. So I am going to reschedule tomorrow, and try 'n get outta the $30 fee? =\ Wiish me luck! Tomorrow, I am drivinq aqain. Britt wnts me to qo to the movies. Mayybe I will ? But we'll see. I think after Drivers, or before I go back at 2:00. I want to have Dustin come over, but he is qoinq to the hospital aqaiin to see Candice, he sayys hes qoinq at like, 11. But.. I doubt it..hiqhly! LoL. Well, that is enough about my BoRiNg ass day!

PeAcE OuT J-ToWn.

<3 * 6 months is just arouund the cornerr.. * <3

always_fallin @ 2004-07-20T10:43:00

2004-07-20T14:46:54Z

I am never nothing be depressed..=\

2004-07-14T16:58:09Z

It’s tearin’ up my heart when I’m with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you
Baby I don't understand just why we can't be lovers
Things are getting out of hand
Trying too much but baby we can't win
Let it go; If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees; I can't take it any more

It’s tearin’ up my heart when I’m with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you

Baby don't misunderstand
(Don’t misunderstand)
What I'm trying to tell you
In the corner of my mind
(Corner of my mind)
Baby it feels like we're running out of time

Let it go; If you want me girl let me know
I am down on my knees; I can't take it any more

It’s tearin’ up my heart when I’m with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you

Tearin up my heart and soul
When we're apart I feel it too
And no matter what I do
I feel the pain with or without you (x2)

It’s tearin’ up my heart when I’m with you
But when we are apart, I feel it too
And no matter what I do, I feel the pain
With or without you

And no matter what I do I feel the pain
With or without you

</3 I'm Sorry. I can't be perfect.

last night sucked...most of it

2004-07-11T16:09:52Z

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i rearranged my room yesterday =) i like it. then dustin suprised me 'n showed up at my house and i went with him to get his hair cut, 'n then we got taco bell, well he did & then we came back here 'n sat on the deck for a little bit. we came and sat inside 'n then he left. i got ready and then went and picked up katie and we were off to amys party. as soon as we got there we kinda just stood there.. hm? well then we jumped on the moon walk =).. well i bounced. lol dustin was being mean to me the whole time "messing around" <some of it. but idc i told him to stop. >:0 then he disappered for like an hour so i just had fun 'n jumped around in the moon walk but then i was lookign for him after a while - and FINALLY someone told me he was sleeping in the tent, so i went in there and i laid with him 'n then he woke up. i felt bad for waking him up but i was worried but then he woke up 'n we got outta the tent 'n he just started being a jerk again... not for a little while though. 'n then he kinda was blowing me off the whoel time so i was somewhat ignoring him. but then i was in the house while amy was opening all of her presents 'n stuff & he was standing right there 'n then he was liek..GONE so i went outsdie to find him 'n ahsley told me he left. so i was really pissed that he just left w.out saying ne thing to me..bye or ne thing.. 'n he knew i was leaving in like a half an hour ne wayys.. so i was real mad. but then we were saying bye to amy 'n he shows up. and i started yelling at him 'n we were fighting 'n then her dad got there 'n i was like bye 'n just started to wlk away 'n hes like w/e and im liek well come here then he gave me a hug told me he loved me 'n kisssed me 'n i just wlked away. i was still really mad at him but w/e. i tlked to him a lil later on the fone but it ddidnt last long cuz he was tlking to everyone there & not lsitening to me so i was just like ill tlk to u inthe morning. 'n hung up. hopefully things will be better today..

after - me and katie came here 'n we WANTED to order pizza but hungry howies didnt deliver so we callled ppl that could drive 'n nobody would go get it for us. i was really mad so i ate two hot dogs instead =) lol then we watched Butterfly Effect, the first half that I was actually up for, was quite confusing, but it was good. 'n then i was up towards the end asking a million quiestosn. lol.. iw as lost. 'nt hen after we just went to sleept ((that was the only good part of the night ))

nwo im up. and she is leaving in a little bit. im gnna be boored.. so if u wnna do something - make it RiNGg ;) (( lol britt ))

</3

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